Sadness creeps in
So quiet so quick
I feel my heart sink into a bottomless pit
Perspiration on the outside but so I’m freezing inside
The feeling of loneliness
Will it ever end?
I say to myself, I am smart I don’t need anyone I don’t need ‘the crowd’
So I push everyone away
Still I wonder where is everyone?
Tears fill up in my eyes
Till I can’t see no more
And the pain raging in my head like banging drums
I beg to stop
I cry,I Pour my heart out,I wonder why I have one ,the heart is wicked the Great Book says, I wonder why we have it still
Hollow inside, I’m slowly fading away
Into the darkness which soothes me
I look up for hands from above
Just to hold me
I try to hold back just so no one asks
But I still hope someone does
Blisters on my palm
I cut myself just to see blood
And feel physical pain
Call me psycho
I’d trade physical pain to emotional downbreak in a heartbeat
I smile even in the midst of it all
But my heart mocks me
Emptiness inside
Loneliness
Sadness
Depression
I am one with them all of a sudden
Suicide plays over and over in the back of my head
But I’m terrified of hell
This is from my heart so I call it poetry
Written by :SB