I’m drowning in guilt here
I’m falling in my tears
Hoping the pain would go away
It never would
What I did….
I’m drowning in guilt here
Don’t make it worse
I see the judgement in your eyes
I know how I act…
Like I don’t care
I do…I do a lot
I know about the fingers
Always pointed at me
You don’t have to hide
I have eyes at my back
I should have kept it
Yes I know that now
I had no option then
I had no hope
I was alone
What was I to do?
A baby?
I couldn’t keep it
Not without a father
I wouldn’t bear
I couldn’t bear to have a bastard
To have my child be ostracised
I had to remove…..no…I had to abort it
To protect it
Please understand
I have a solution now
One that would free me of this guilt
I’m going to meet my Maker
My Father
I would explain to Him
He wouldn’t judge me
He would welcome me in love